This is hard to write about, it’s hard just to think about it. What I want to say to you today has been heavy on my heart since I lost you, and even more so since getting pregnant again. What…
4 Months Today!
Four months ago today, this crazy idea I had during the depths of my own grief became a reality. After months of planning and setting up a framework I thought would work and a website to show the world, we…
Don’t Be Scared
In the days after Madison was born sleeping, everything anyone said about the experience cut me like a knife. Nothing they said was right, and nothing they said was helpful. The hard truth for those of you looking for the…
Am I Feeling Too Good?
I have just passed the 9 week mark and somewhere around the middle of last week, I started feeling really good. And it scared me. When I was pregnant with you, I felt the queasiness and exhaustion for the entire…
The Day
I don’t remember waking up that morning. I have tried to recall but that part of the day is lost to me. I have read that on the days that change your life forever, many of the small details are…
