I have just passed the 9 week mark and somewhere around the middle of last week, I started feeling really good. And it scared me. When I was pregnant with you, I felt the queasiness and exhaustion for the entire first trimester. The same with your brother Reeves. It makes me nervous to have energy and have an appetite. I think constantly am I feeling too good?
That’s the thing about being pregnant after losing you. If I felt bad I’d be terrified. Feeling good makes me worry. There will never be a moment until this baby is born that I don’t feel on edge.
We have another appointment with the doctor on Friday so we will get an update on how your brother or sister is growing. It’s been four weeks since our last appointment so I am anxious to get in there!
I love and miss you so much baby girl,
