October has arrived, and with it such a range of emotions. This has always been one of my favorite months of the year. There is not a weekend that isn’t filled with amazing college football. The temperatures start to cool, the leaves start to change. There is pumpkin everything everywhere.
This year it all feels so different. Each day, I am one day closer to the day we said goodbye to you last year. I feel heartbroken and angry that I am not planning a 1st birthday party, complete with all your favorite things. I am so sad that I don’t have a precious Clemson cheerleader next to me to watch our Tigers play each week.
I don’t know how to feel. I don’t know what to do.
I know this month will never be the same for me, no month will ever be. I can only take each day as it comes and do the best I can to honor and love you as my daughter.
Love you baby girl,
