There are literally a million things that are so difficult about losing a child. In many ways, having a living child already saved my life in the days, weeks, and…
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A True Country Gentleman
8 years ago today, my Dad’s spirit was freed from a body he had fought to heal and take back from cancer. I love that I still miss him. I love…
What If I Wasted The Days?
This is hard to write about, it’s hard just to think about it. What I want to say to you today has been heavy on my heart since I lost…
4 Months Today!
Four months ago today, this crazy idea I had during the depths of my own grief became a reality. After months of planning and setting up a framework I thought…
Don’t Be Scared
In the days after Madison was born sleeping, everything anyone said about the experience cut me like a knife. Nothing they said was right, and nothing they said was helpful….
Am I Feeling Too Good?
I have just passed the 9 week mark and somewhere around the middle of last week, I started feeling really good. And it scared me. When I was pregnant with…
The Day
I don’t remember waking up that morning. I have tried to recall but that part of the day is lost to me. I have read that on the days that…
TTC After a Loss
I remember right after they told me they couldn’t find a heartbeat. I was 34 weeks pregnant. I was devastated. I decided right then and there I was done having children….
