Sweet girl, we are having a boy! Your little brother’s name will be Barrett Asher. We chose Barrett because it means brave strength and Asher which means a life filled with…
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Parenting After A Loss
There are literally a million things that are so difficult about losing a child. In many ways, having a living child already saved my life in the days, weeks, and…
What If I Wasted The Days?
This is hard to write about, it’s hard just to think about it. What I want to say to you today has been heavy on my heart since I lost…
Am I Feeling Too Good?
I have just passed the 9 week mark and somewhere around the middle of last week, I started feeling really good. And it scared me. When I was pregnant with…
TTC After a Loss
I remember right after they told me they couldn’t find a heartbeat. I was 34 weeks pregnant. I was devastated. I decided right then and there I was done having children….
My Daughter Was Born Still So I Cannot Be
It’s been 9 months today since you were born asleep. I can hardly believe it’s been that long. It feels like yesterday and a lifetime ago all at once. This…
